Date:	2006-01-14 19:40
Subject:	sleep hurts my head
Security:	Public
Mood:	i think my dads gone crazy
Music:	csi season 4

hmmm...
update
update
hhhmmmmm
o shit i totally forgot i just got invited to go to the fall out boy concert in omaha in april
fuckyah
i cant frigin wait
i love fall ouy boy
i find them to be a day brightener

Birthday stuff i recieved:

-csi season 4
-new eminem cd(cant say i even wanted that(parents are dumb))
-wedding crashers
-sleep
-calculus homework
-gum

not a bad days work
i must say that im not impressed but i sure as heck am happy
i must say i will leave now because i find that my words are running thin

Schmittzo

Date:	2006-01-12 15:07
Subject:	cream cheese is well, cream cheese
Security:	Public
Mood:	it IS my Bday today
Music:	stupid lady talking on phone in library

wow,
yet another day stuck in the library with nothing to do but sit hear and write
i think to myself if it would be a good idea to waist my time throwing around worthless words
onto a page a saying they mean something
yes
yes its a great idea
so here i sit
i have no ride
i find this to be yet another problem that presents itself quite clearly
a fat girl with a horribly tinted blue shirt just sat near me
i am afraid
is she reading me
i hope not after that staitment
eek
its my birthday today,
not a single one of my friends has said happy birthday to me
i cry
i find that i have purturbed most of them to the piont where they dont even give a shit
meh
if there was just one phone call one
word
one person
AHHHHH
dammit
im angry
who would have thought that sitting in a solomn room with no word even being whispered that i could get this pissed just typeing
not i
i finished my calculator class
woot
easy beans
the fat girl just got up and left
it seems as though she knows im typing somthing about her
she should not know anything
yay shes gone
she smelled like moldy ham. yuck
anyhoo
im really tired
i need sleep
very badly
but my bed is so far away
i really need to invest in a car
perhaps some really fast sports car that makes all the ladies go....ooooo....and all the fellas go...sswweeaatt....
or maby another man van that just so rediculous its cool
perhaps
i should just invest in a helecopter that would be cool, or maby a bike
that seem logical
ooooo
i just thought of a line from one of the new books i must share

i forgot the caracters name but you can fill it in

Mr. _______ got rich off of either cream cheese, or geletanite.
Geletanite is the combination of geletin and nitrogen. its quite popular in cirlces of people who like to blow things up.
and cream cheese is cream cheese. its delisous in a variety of dishes...and it rarley explodes.

hehe
i think thats hilareous...oh man
im laughing, inside...good shit
that of course is not the direct text, just what i can remember...good stuff
why do poeple put fake plants indoors?
i mean really
why?
first of all

o my god
i just got a text wishing me a happy birthday from the most unlikley person in the world
wow
wowow
oh man
alyssa
wtf
i just lost all train of thought and typing is no longer of any fun to my fingers so i will yet again depart and not return for an estimated...48 hours
or more
bye yo
schmitterdoodle

Date:	2006-01-11 12:12
Subject:	DEATH YOU ARE MY BITCH LOVAH
Security:	Public
Mood:	how am i getting home
Music:	ticking of type

oh boy,

bored am i so yet again i refer to the live journal as i sit in the library
of course i find myself thinking of how i will be getting home
perhaps i will stumble upon some young fellow just waiting to give me such a ride
or perhaps not

damn

i should have brought my celly, this is not good
anyhoo
well ive started college, going into architecture, woot
its not much fun at all but hey what you gonna do its college...right
i met a cool guy in one of my classes that asked me to play with him in an band
he seems cool enough
and i cant really argue with playing more guitar, i love it
im liveing with micah roberts and jason hall now
nifty and sort of dumb
micah freaks out alot and i really dont know what to do when such a situation presents itself
because i find him to be much larger than me and well... meaner
jasons ok i guess asside from the constant ramblings about how he hates everything
im still trying to find other things in life
and by that i mean a girl
shit
cock
balls
im still working at blockbuster and i find it to be a bit gay
the stupid manager isnt giving me near enough hours or anything of such sorts
wiese on the other had i wish i wasnt working as much
but thers really nothing i can do
the way i see it is that if im not working enough at one job i need to work more at another
basic math people
well i think i seem to be rambleing so im going to get off for now and probably not get back on again for a while....
bye
me

Date:	2005-06-07 23:27
Subject:	naked
Security:	Public
Mood:	naked
Music:	my chemical romances

woohoo
so anyway
im back and im feeling tired and run down and life is a big pile of steaming shit
my friend megan isnt pregnant which is a good thing because being pregnant is not a good thing....when your naked
my girlfriend steph is naked....and its my fault...im naked....totaly
i like haveing an entry that makes no sence atole....
i wish my peter were bigger
suzy q is calling my phone of close
tick tock the which is dead...and naked...naked
Stephanie says, "Sixteen days until my sixteenth birthday"...naked
that was steph
naked
chickens are cocks
naked
orgasmo and his team of flying dildos come to save the day.....
i should right a musical....write...i dont know english...naked
boobs
r good
yup
freak....a leak
yeah
bottle hand job
have u ever licked a spark plug
what the fug
puking is bad for your nipples
megans nipples r healthy and naked
naked
screw loggging off
chicks

Date:	2005-04-25 00:15
Subject:	life in general
Security:	Public
Mood:	tired
Music:	hands down

so i guess lifes been kind of different latly,
i got nominated for prom king....which totally rocks...even thought i know some preppy son of a bitch is gonna win. its fun to know that i was voted for by more than 3 ppl. i just got out of work which totaly sucked...i had to do all they bitch work around the stupid store....im sorry i just realized i said bitch twice in two sentences consecutivly....that sucks...im sorry....well im going to go...im going to show alyssa how to check this hole journal thing out..
lata

Date:	2005-04-20 07:49
Subject:	My music of late...
Security:	Public
Mood:	hes a little devil....tee hee
Music:	Dashboard Confessional-As Lovers Go

Straylight Run's Extentialism at Prom

When the sun came up,
We were sleeping in,
Sunk inside our blankets,
Sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming,

There are moments when,
When I know it ends,
The world revolves around us,
And were keeping it,
Keeping it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything,
Were glad for what we've got,
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would,

Sing like you think no one's listening,
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything.


If you have not yet listened to this band, you must now....they are amazing.
this is the song that i tabed on piano, i mensioned that in my last entry.

Date:	2005-04-19 11:30
Subject:	wow, im so in and out of this whole live journal thing
Security:	Public
Mood:	not enough sleep
Music:	Stronger(acoustic)-Trust Company

i just felt like typeing a bit, and im in school during lunch bored and feeling like doing something so here it is....i dont think a word of that made sence. so anyway not much has been up. latly ive been working a heck of alot. everyone at my place of work is quitting and im getting screwed into taking all these hours...im sorry i missed your birthday renee...if you read this...
i got catholics prom this weekend...yes im going to a catholic prom, why, im not quite sure. it kinda scares me. never been to a catholic prom, and im definitly not catholic, i hope they dont do any group prayer things...those scare me...but anyway. im going with alyssa papstien from work. shes pretty cool. weve been hanging out latly, and....i dont know...shes cool. we'll see where that goes. i dont think anyone from work honestly wants me to be dating her. but im feeling kind of like i want to. i cant wait. i dont know, screw girls they all can die... im going to my prom alone this year. i cant wait for this dance i so dont want to be tied down. it is going to be fun. i just know it.
i learned how to play straylight runs extentialism at Prom, in fact i wrote sheet music for it, its such an awsome song. i wanted to do it for battle of the bands, but no....the sign up sheet is already taken down.
BS if you ask me
w/e
im done for now
ill start updateing more often now i think. i got access at school now because of the new filter on the internet.
and i just had to get past this first long entry that ive been puting off forever.
holla
for rizzle my nizzle
peace
late a
bye
andrew out

Date:	2005-01-31 20:24
Subject:	been gone forever
Security:	Public
Mood:	creative
Music:	lp

wow.
havent been on here for a while.
i guess if i really wanted to i could put all my journal entries from my writen journals on here but my mind just tells me that would not be smart at all.
well i guess one of the reasons i havent been updating is because i lost my computer and internet for about 4 months. which i know is a really shity exuse but hey i cant just blame my own damn lazyness. i guess renee kinda reminded me of this whole online journal when she came back. that and the fact that i finally broke up with my girlfriend... more time on my hands. yah. i dated stephany laska. i cant say it was all bad but, oh man i sure as heck did not like it. toook to damn long. I just recently saw somthing coorporate in concert and man did it rock my socks off. Straylight run was better though.
me and colby jenkins played guitar today during our entire lunch period. it was awsome. we play weezer, audio adrenaline and relient k. it rocked so much. were going to play weezer for battle of the bands. and man is it going to rock so much. i cannot wait. this is the set up, hopefully:
Me-lead vocal
Colby Jenkins-lead guitar, backup vocal
Kent Seevers-guitar, backup vocal
Zach Davy-drums
Trisha Dodson-bass
Ive been hangin out with colby a heck of alot latly and i have really enjoyed it
well thats about it,
lata

i got this from a friend who took the pic while i was in california....

Date:	2004-07-25 19:16
Subject:	California and whatnot
Security:	Public
Mood:	artistic
Music:	fall out boy

ok so maby i havent updated in a long time....so what.
I've been really bored here so i figured i might as well just tell anyone and everyone what ive been up to, here i go.
Ok, so i went to california hopeing to have an amazing time, and of course i did...but it took a while. The first day we all got our rooms assigned to us, and my room was 312(the stupid things you remember...tee hee). Of course that is not what the problem, the problem was that i would be rooming with two other people. I shure as hell have never roomed with anyone, at least not for more than a day or two. Well i guess i just kinda rolled with it...my roomates were david and eddie...i believe thats how you spell eddie, if not, well that sucks. Im going to try and get a pic of them on here but if i can't well then yet again that sucks.

thats eddie

and thats david (the guy...duh)
so anyway i will finish this update later...but right now my thirty minutes is up so bu bye...ill end with a pic of the group...


well now that i have the time i can finish updating this journal entry...
ok so any way i did about anything and everything i could imagine, exept the most obvious of things...i didnt go to disney world:( watcha gonna do? I went to hollywood. Heres a pic:

we also went to...Mcarther Park, Pool partys, the ocean, sailing, hollywood, dodgers game, and other mindless stuff...
becides the fun we learned about as much theology as you can learn in one sitting(thats alot). after the trip i got back and went to see what renee was up too....since i haddent seen her forever...and well it seems to me as though shes back to falling all over ryan...which kinda makes me sad because i only saw her once before leaving. Whatcha gonna do. So instead of hanging out with her i went and hung out with richy and nic and ben and matt and...well new old friends...if that makes sense(probably not). Yah, so anyway, about two days before i leave for dc...i was a richys till late at night, and well we ended up "coming together"(not doing it) which caught me offgaurd , but hey im not arguing...then the day before i leave i got a call from laura saying that she wants to hang out wtf??? then at sudz i hear from both grunke and krys that she still likes me...well thats a big bone to chew on while im stuck in dc...grrrrr. Well dc has been....stupid...in one word. We've done one amazing thing and it wasnt all that amazing because of the stupid lines(Cedar Piont). Other than that i really wish i was home. maby i should look on the bright side it made me update my journal and update my web page...thats cool. ok well im going to go to a concert in an apitheater...and its raining. Thats my luck right there, this sucks. bye

numb...
thats all i feel
thats all i am
i hate my life i hate my parents i hate everything with such a deep passion. I dont think anyone knows quite what it is to live in a house thats nothing but a home...im so far down i dont think im ever getting out, i thought i was but i guess my brain played a trick on my heart.

my parents are going to send me away if i leave home at all in the next three days. i want to leave just so theyll send me, i hate it here in this open prison i refer to as a home. everyday they yell and scream at me....today i did everything they wanted without even talking to them. they just told me that im grounded for three days for yelling and for telling them to fuck off....which i geuss i understand but why the hell did they wait to tell me that im grounded until after i had made plans....oh yah i know...because there dumb fucks...pardon my angry words but its about the only way to express any emotion now...my parents are choking the life out of me, sometimes litteraly. and all i can do is sit and watch all my friends leave as i die here on the floor of this unforgiveing house.
im done. im leaveing and never coming back.

so im back!!!!!

lots has happened i really fell off my rocker!!!i was being a freak...worrying so much about what people thought....stupid of me!

i learned alot on guitar! i can play all kinds of stuff....as a matter of fact im starting to play for young life soon!!!woo hoo

today i bought a kick ass chevelle shirt!!
woot

not much else just informing yall that i wont quit!!!
woo hoo

andrew

Date:	2004-03-19 09:02
Subject:	updating
Security:	Public
Mood:	whiny
Music:	one year six months--yellowcard

well i havent done this in a while due to the pissed off state of me....but im going to just because im not a quitter....

life has been royaly sucking latly, i mean i know i have know place to whine about little things but it just really has, i never talk to tony due to the play and the fact thatI WASNT ALOWED TO TRY OUT....ggrrrr...ben doesnt tell me anything anymore....like not anything, mary pat....shes still kinda there just not as much(just like everyone else) so im not going to go on...i dont want to whine....grrrr

i talked to laura a couple of nights back....yah...that wasnt what i wanted it to turn out as...but i guess life can really suck, i dont know what else to say....ive been stuck at home....i went to johns.....yes i went to johns on wednesday....that was a disaster....nobody listend the bible study wasnt a bible study.....that sucked...i asked my mom if i could go out last night....not with anyone....or for any reason, just because nobody wanted to do anything....and she said no.....i cant even go out alone....im so broken right now i dont know whats going to happen,
i guess i kinda wished for this in some ways, but i dont want it now...ok well im going to go due to the fact that tec starts in like 30 min....seeyah

andrew

Date:	2004-03-07 18:48
Subject:	my new web site
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	brand new-- the quiet things no one ever knows

i dont know if anyone cares but im starting a web page.....
www.schmittysworld.faithweb.com
i just started a pisture page.....so if anyone wants to be posted on my web page......which i wouldnt mind..
send your pics to my email....aj_schmitty@hotmail.com

i got a new journal...i figured i wanted to start a new...so i started a new one....so i dont have anything else left to say really.....see yah

Date:	2004-03-06 12:41
Subject:	wow
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy....for once and again
Music:	time of your life

i think theres alot to say now.....but i dont know if im going to remember all of it before i finish o well

ok so anyway.....renee said no, no big suprise....but hey at least i tried..
ive been getting rides with jenny after school latly...shes such an awsome sister, she makes sure i stay happy and never change myself for anybody....i love her....yay, i went to bethanys birthday party on fri night....it was alot of fun, tony came ben came everyone came.....wo hoo....we watched lord of the rings and chocolat...and ummmm one other one i cant remember.....i lost to jenny in chess....i suck....then tony beat me, i really suck.....but its all good....

me tony liz and kyle played pitch.....me and tony won, wo hoo for teamwork....i learned another song on the guitar....well not the whole thing but i did learn parts of it.....yellowcard-traveling salesman....here ill post the lyrics...

What's a dad for dad?
Tell me why I'm here dad
Whisper in my ear that I'm growing up to be a better man, dad
Everything is fine dad
Proud that you are mine dad
Cause I know I'm growing up to be a better man

Father I will always be
That same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older I wanna be the same as you

What's a dad for dad?
Taught me how to stand, dad
Took me by the hand and you showed me how to be a bigger man, dad
Listen when you talk, dad
Follow where you walk, dad
And you know that I will always do the best I can
I can

Father I will always be (always be)
That same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me (over me)
Now I'm older I wanna be the same as you
The same as you

Father I will always be
That same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older I wanna be the same as you

(When I am a dad, dad
I'm gonna be a good dad
Do the best you could, dad
Always understood, dad
Tell me I was right, dad
Opened up my eyes, dad
Glad to call you my, dad
Thank you for my dad)


yay.....i can play some of that....wo hoo...so anyway, i see that sam and kyle are dating....yay im glad sams finally getting happier....i dont care if you all dont like kyle all that matters is that she does....so poop on you....

oh man i straightened my hair....its freakin awsome....ilike it....hehe, oh man....im told i look like a metro sexual....thats someone who looks gay but isnt, which i take as a compliment because most gay dudes are good looking and well kept....yay im hot....maby...dang..

well im going to go yall have a nice rest of your weekend...

andrew

Date:	2004-02-28 23:35
Subject:	not all that bad
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed
Music:	lord of the rings

i guess things ended up not half bad tonight....ben came over....and got me....yah for friends.....im glad he did, nobody else wanted me....

i guess thats all i have to say....

have a good night everyone....

andrew

Date:	2004-02-28 21:47
Subject:	stupid life
Security:	Public
Mood:	even worse
Music:	disturbed--get down with the sickness

yet again.....darin....a true friend....came over because knowbody else would.....i guess bens coming over later....which is cool and all....im glad he cares....
i just feel like crap right now....total crap....i quit all this shit.....obviously my new group of friends dont give a shit.....exept maby sam, tony , and mary pat....everyone else i question how much they would be ther for me.....well im going to go sit and ponder more....i might update again if i still fell like shit later.....cyall

Date:	2004-02-28 18:08
Subject:	stupid life
Security:	Public
Mood:	shit
Music:	understatement--new found glory

im really negative right now so just bare with me....even though nobody reads this crap i write...geez
so anyway....i got up early today and snuck out to go to the pancake feed(alone)....i guess it was fun while i was there....i kinda enjoyed it...i got back just before my parents woke up...damn parents....then i did almost nothing all day...i sat slept...played basketball(alone)...everything alone....i feel like im not worth anything....i got online at 540....nay was on....i guess i was jsut dreaming thinking that she might want to actually do anything....geezz....i cleaned and begged and begged....my parents finally say yes....then theres not enough time to get me....:(....this blows....now im stuck at home alone....yet again....now im screwed...i figured.....im such a dumbass...idiot, moron, fibenichky.....well that kinda makes me smile....mrs dehaas rocks...yay

maby ill learn a new song on the guitar.....ive already learned a totaly of 4 this weekend alone....i miss life...i miss someone careing

andrew

Date:	2004-02-27 21:32
Subject:	none
Security:	Public
Mood:	ok
Music:	fireproof -- pillar

hey...
i miss everyone.....i feel out of contact, geez....darins coming over.....yay for old friends.....im glad he called.
yay for relient k:

Pressing On Lyrics



I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
There's only one thing left to do.
Drop all I have and go with you.

[Chorus:]
Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.
My problems fell out of the back of my mind.
We're going and I'm never knowing (never knowing) where we're going.
To go back to where I was would just be wrong.
I'm pressing on.
Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)
And I won't sit back, and take this anymore.
'Cause I'm done with that, I've got one foot out the door.
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I'm pressing on.

I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.
Adversity, we get around it.
Searched for joy, in you I found it.

You look down on me, but you don't look down on me at all.
You smile and laugh, and I feel the love you have for me.
I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here, and we're gonna make it after all.


well im gonna go ill be back later......
andew